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A Crisis of Feeling Within the Body on Display
Reflection of a crisis of feeling within the body on display, where sensitivity gradually erodes, illusion of validation representation empathy reduction.
- Pratika Indah Widianingrum
At this point, a quieter yet more fundamental question emerges:
What becomes of our collective consciousness when that which once commanded reverence now provokes laughter?
April should be a luminous chamber—where the name of Kartini is invoked as a remembrance of dignity and awareness.
Yet that light feels dissonant when, at the very same moment, the female body is once again exchanged as material for ridicule—even within spaces we once trusted as guardians of reason and conscience.
The case emerging from students of the Faculty of Law at Universitas Indonesia, along with a similar polemic at Institut Teknologi Bandung, is not merely an incident, but a sign: something has shifted in the way we understand what it means to be human.
Why does that which wounds no longer feel like wounding? And where do we place the meaning of humanity when the body can be so easily reduced without unrest?
Once, cultural expressions such as saru and pamali were not merely prohibitions, but markers of an inner awareness—a subtle mechanism that kept human beings within the bounds of their own humanity.
They did not operate through written law, but through feeling: a sense of shame, restraint, and reverence.
Yet as that sensibility begins to erode, the body is no longer understood as a space to be guarded, but as an object to be endlessly displayed.
Boundaries that once felt clear now dissolve—between the intimate and the public, between what should be held and what is exposed. The gaze becomes currency, and attention turns into validation that quietly erodes dignity.
In this condition, it is not only the function of the body that shifts, but the way one perceives oneself: from a subject who feels, into an image that is constantly evaluated.
And in a quiet irony, the more one strives to be seen, the further one drifts from the self. It is there that unease begins to emerge—not from lack, but from the loss of something no longer recognized: the very sensibility that once safeguarded one’s being, now no longer remains.
What is truly lost when boundaries are no longer felt as something alive—and how does that transform a human from one who can feel into one who merely reacts?
Now, as those words lose their sacred weight, what fades is not merely a set of norms, but the very way in which human beings relate to boundaries.
Boundaries are no longer felt as something living, but reduced to constructs—negotiable, malleable, or altogether dismissed.
In this condition, the human psyche undergoes a quiet shift: from a being that feels, into one that merely reacts.
Do humans, as they grow ever more rational, truly understand themselves—or are they quietly losing the most fundamental capacity to feel?
Rationality persists—sharpening even further—yet it becomes severed from its affective roots.
Thus emerges a quiet paradox: a human being capable of explaining many things, yet no longer able to feel what is most fundamental.
Here, the irony of higher education reveals itself in its most exposed form. Institutions built to honor knowledge risk producing a fragmented consciousness—cognitively refined, yet morally fragile.
Sanity is reduced to the capacity for logical thought, while the dimension of feeling—once the very foundation of ethics—is left to wither.
What, within us, has truly died—such that the female body can be spoken of without feeling, even in a time that was meant to call us back into feeling?
Thus, when the female body is spoken of without a trace of guilt, the question is no longer who is at fault, but what has been lost within us as human beings.
April—once a space of remembrance for Raden Ajeng Kartini’s struggle—now reveals something more suffocating: not only the erosion of her values, but the diminishing of our very capacity to feel.
And perhaps the most honest question that remains is this:
Are we truly still sane, if sanity itself can no longer keep us human?
Perhaps sanity is no longer about appearing human in the eyes of the world, but about the capacity to remain aware as humanity itself begins to erode.
And if sanity fails to preserve us, then perhaps it is not ourselves that must be questioned, but the very definition of sanity we have long believed in.
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